I’m sobbing real hard. Really, really, really hard. I bite my lips so my voice won’t be heard by my family. I can’t take this. How do you expect me to accept this. How. I won’t be okay after this. I won’t.
FUCK YOU. FUCKKKK YOUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!! @/HINO MATSURI-SENSEI
I knew chap 92 was already out but (as usual) I haven’t prepared my heart so I waited until I—can—read it. And now, I just finished reading it. I fucking read it. I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP THAT’S WHY I WASN’T THAT “OH LOOK NEW CHAPTER YAY” (actually I’ve never been that excited since VK is literally making me cry every chapter but meh) AND THEN—
My heart is ripped fuck you fuck you WHY DO YOU AHVE TO DO THIIIIIISSSSSSS TOOOOOOO MEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHH I’M BAWLIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGGGGGGGG SOBBING LIKE THERE’S NO TOMORROOOOOOOOOOOOOW (yes, actually there’s no tomorrow for me if kaname died)
/AND IT’S 12 AM URRRGHHHHH
It actually hit me really hard that Kaname might really die.
An essentially,I began to cry.
I cried because throughout all these 90 chapters, I never really payed attention to how much of a vital character he is in this series. He is one of the most important characters, no he is the most important character.
Do you realize that, all of his actions, are basically what made the story what it is? The Hunter Weapons, the development of both Yuki and Zero..everything was an effect of decisions that Kaname made. And he has done a lot.
I cried because throughout this entire series, he gets the most hate from the fandom, which continues to confuse me to this day. I mean really, through all the villains in this story, you choose Kaname? That says a lot about you then as a reader. He is the most misunderstood, and in my unbiased opinion, he is the character with the most depth and mystery. He is the Vampire Knight.
Whether you hate him or not, the story needs him, and it would break my heart if he were to die.
But I honestly would rather it be him than Yuuki, because I know for a fact that he would lose it completely if she were to die. I feel it would be easier for Yuuki to live without him, than him without Yuuki and that makes me extremely sad…..
For every VK chapter.
Chapter 90 made me bawl for reminding me that Kaname is gonna die anytime soon. And all the hate doesn’t help. And the fact that the series is going to end soon with the possibility of my beloved die only makes things worse. Well, it’s a good thing to let my heart and eyes rest after so much struggles and tears. But for sure, I’ll miss it. So much.
Hino Matsuri-sensei, I hate you. But I really also do love you. So please, please, make an ending where ALL OF US can smile and be satisfied. I don’t know and truthfully I don’t care what pairing it will be in the end, but just—let the three of them live.
it disgusts me how some vampire knight fans are actually happy with the possibility that Kaname may die. I really don’t understand this fandom at all. I mean can’t you just forget about yume and zeki for one second and focus on the fact that a wonderful character might actually die? If there were…
^ THIS SO MUCH.
I still don’t understand why I love this guy here so much. And I don’t think I will ever understand. Because simply, love doesn’t need any reason. You fell for them just like that. Liking their attitude, behavior, scent, anything, that’s because you already fell for them in the first place.
Kaname Kuran is and will always be my true (2D) love.
Yume is not cannon.
Zeki is not cannon.
Vampire Knight is still a love triangle manga.
To Vampire Knight readers, fans, followers of the series.
Scrolling the tag on tumblr makes me feel really sad than it used to. The plot twist from the manga already damaged my heart enough, and now seeing fellow fans fighting over ships is just—hurting it even more.
I’m a Yume shipper, but I don’t attack/despise/hate on Zeki. I wished you guys would also do the same. Or at the very least, don’t hate on Kaname-sama so much. To fellow Yume shippers, please don’t start it as well. Although Yume shippers believe that Yume is canon, to be very honest, it’s not clear yet. This might surprise you, but as a Yume shipper and avid Kaname fan, I think the ending would be Zeki. I don’t know why, just my instincts telling me so. And worst of all, maybe Kaname will die in the end. I hope not.
Because I would fucking cry for days and weeks.
I’m just really sad right now. I don’t know what the next chapter could do to me as well. I’m also tired sobbing over the chapters and twists, but I still go on because I have faith in Hino-sensei. And even if the ending for my beloved isn’t what I hoped or wanted to be, I would still read until the last page.
I don’t ask you to do the same as me. But please, stop hating on each other. And insulting on the characters (or worse, the mangaka). That’s all. Thank you.
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